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[23 Jul 2005|11:46am] [ mood | scared ] im so scared ...cuz you never kno what can happen the next day... i love my mom more than ever...hang in there ...when i look at pictures of her a couple years back, cant help but to cry... where madi is

[05 Jun 2005|11:57pm] look at the pictures and tell me if yu like it or not...^____^..(be honest, no hard feelins..lol) ( my hair... ) 8 people no ?&¿where madi is

[31 May 2005|05:41pm] take out the bathing suits, summers here ( my once a month update ) 3 people no ?&¿where madi is

[23 Mar 2005|04:38pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | death cab - title and registration ] ugh, this spring break sucks so far.. maybe itll be better gosh i really want all this to go away.. cant deal with this i need to really get over him... didnt no it would be this difficult but gettin through it one day at a time and letting time take its toll... blahhh... i need some help about this situation...HELP! ahhh friends are in france having the time of their life... kyle's in hawaii having a great time.. claire's having some of her own issues.. things are just blank right now...but family is good...at parents work so effin bored...still need help.. peace everyone..<3 2 people no ?&¿where madi is

[19 Feb 2005|06:13pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | alex's cd # 2 ] wow i havent updated since new years... hah...lets c.. its raining...goshh dont u just wanna wish away all of ur problems? but wait, new ones will always arise. things are just crappy pappy rite now... oh my.. whats there to do on spring break? i really really want to go to mammoth or sumthing to go snowbordin... suggestions? <3 asian 1 people no ?&¿where madi is

[01 Jan 2005|08:45pm] [ mood | hah ] [ music | iono ] merry new year, thats all i have to say. 2004 didnt end as bad as i thought ( all becuz of my neighbor, thanks christina!). ♥ ♥ ♥, i love all u gals and guys!!! ps. i still love him. ♥ 6 people no ?&¿where madi is

[19 Dec 2004|03:37pm] [ mood | okay ] i still love him. dont feel like updating. new user pic! love this asian 15 people no ?&¿where madi is

[01 Nov 2004|09:11pm] i hated today. i dont no what i will do if worst comes to worst. 1 people no ?&¿where madi is

[24 Oct 2004|12:22pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | nothing better the postal service ] hey guys well this weekend hasnt finished yet but its pretty fun! friday went to go out to hometown buffet with jade chloe mandy and claire. that was fun we covered claires face with whip cream and all kinds of desserts.then me, jade, and claire went to go try on shoes at dsw and we tried on mens humongous shoes. that was awesome. sat. went to christinas house cuz of her little bro's b day and that was funn gotta chill with her family and we had a ice cream cake fight. christina has my penguin and my sweater! one of these days im gona get it back from her..somehow. i went to my long journey home (next door) at 12 30AM. fun. well today we are going to go play tennis. later people. * will someone please call a surgeon who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart* good @$$ song 9 people no ?&¿where madi is

[20 Oct 2004|04:02pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] hi everyone! well today is one of the happiest days of my life... i cant wait till the day of "cancer free!" attention! friends!!new cell phone number! IM me at wheresmadi120!!! 2 people no ?&¿where madi is

[06 Oct 2004|09:13pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | im not emo but i like death cab for cutie ] pOooOO000000FffffFFFFF! i disapeared! wheres madi?? new email...wheres_madi120@hotmail.com O THANK GAWD....I FOUND HER!! its been a little over 5 months but it seems like forever... <3 madi i love my friends!!1 2 people no ?&¿where madi is

[28 Sep 2004|09:09pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | linkin park...my ringtone, breaking the habit ] dude today was the most emotional day of my life!!! at lunch i dont even no why i cried... it was so weird.. but i did and the problem wasnt that big of a deal but they just made it a big deal but i love u guys..i no i can never be mad at him even if i tried beacuse i love him too much..so im just left with sadness. but i hope that this will go away...at least he was there to hold me... and for what sum of u are thinking of, of course we didnt break up, I WOULD NEVER! today was weird.. maybe tomorrow will be sumwhat better...i dunno lets just see. where madi is

[21 Sep 2004|04:38pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | linkin park as always ] eli made me think again about whats going to happen after high skewl... im really afraid that im never gona c sum very special people in my life...im gona try and make these last years in high skewl the very best and u guys better want me in your lives too. goddammit i really dont no what do say..or how to put my feelings into words. i just want to say that u guys no who u are and i hope that we maintain a connection throughout our lives.. im speaking from the bottom of my heart and i love u guys. including the people i met throughout my life... ... u guys no who u are... ( everyone) 9 people no ?&¿where madi is

[08 Sep 2004|09:06pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | im greatful for my friends by madi ] well if u say ur my freind please read this cuz whoever reads this or whoevers on my buddy list or if im ur friend and has talked to u! pleez read this!! if i no u and we talked: read this!!! ok well summer has been great. chilling with my boyfriend and friends. i didnt get to spend a whole lot of time with my best friends..coughcough u know who u are... but at least im not nervous to make plan with friends anymore like last summer.. lol i just hope that the friends i made in middle skewl will be in my life for the rest of my life. each and every single one of my friends has made a big change in my life. all of u guys help me get through the struggles of my moms diagnosis of cancer and because of all of u, u made me get through this so great that i cannot ask for more...all of u people are so great! the end of middle skewl (8th grade) had its ups and downs. here are just sum friends that are a big impact.its in alphabetical order: nicole desanctis.jade henderson. chloe holtzman. mandy isreal. edna kouzikaro. aubree plodinec. cory roberts. claire torres. here are the friends that made a difference in my life (alphabetical) ariella, marissa, spencer, cassidy, morgan, d'arcy, jessica, vivian, ted, keren, travis, harrison, jean, marie, ivy, kamran, minji, patty, grace, victoria, christina, grace, jared, sarah, melissa, lyndsey, justyna, katherine, nicole, ayako, robin, matt, jackson, jenna, brooke, kelly, candace, paula, samantha, harrison, jordan, bryce, jason, matt, samantha, max, alex, justin, brittany, bailey, melissa, scott, lauren, and mya. also friends from patrick henry! well im really really sry if i missed anyone..im just skimming quickly through the yearbook. just tell me and ill added u specially for u! pleez dont get mad if i didnt get u.!! : ( i have a lot more to say so ill probly edit this later.. but i gots to go to sleep for highskewl tomorrow!!! i love all of my friends..u guys are the greatest!! <33 madi phan 14 people no ?&¿where madi is

[03 Sep 2004|11:47pm] omg wicker park is the best movie!!!!!!! its a little confusing but still a great movie!! claire was going freaking crazy in aubrees car. what a fun night! school is starting less than a week omg omg going to vegas tomorrow. taking claire with me.. thatll b fun cant wait till skewl starts! <33 madi i miss cory and its our happy 4 month! <333 3 people no ?&¿where madi is

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